Almost out of here

Soon I will be released from this dreaded prison where I have been living for almost 16 years. Although it was not my fault in the first place to be thrown in prison, I sometimes have feelings that I could of somehow stopped that peasant woman getting raped by the Marquis de Evre Monde and his brother. It is so sad that when her brother tried to save her that he was killed in a duel. That moment still scars me to this day. I still have no desire to talk to anyone unless it is necessary but I have changed so much since I have been here. While I have been here I wrote down my entire life story and hid it in my cell so no one would find it. Hopefully this letter wont get me in trouble like the last one did when I wrote a letter about the rape and then was thrown in prison!  At some points I feel as if I am losing my mind and sometimes it’s hard to imagine what the light of day looks like. I can’t wait to be free again like old times, it sucks to call this place a ‘home’.  Also I am so excited to see my wife again .